rich (octobersgaze) wrote,

the new combustion.

i post only because if i do not, there will be no link for 2010 in the calendar section of my journal. for personal reasons, this is unacceptable. i've had this journal for nearly ten years. what's changed?

i no longer burn. i'm no longer young. i seethe. i am older. i feel no desire to spill myself onto the internet's floor. i feel no compulsion to wallow in the least becoming cliches. i don't burn, but seethe, and i always thought i would hate myself for it. but instead i hate my old self for being so presumptuous.

i am seething; i miss you.
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